Memorial of Tica.

29 October 2010.

This date is the saddest day that I have experience.
My dear Tica, passed away.
A dog who accompany me for 14 years.
From I'm a baby to a teenager now, he never leaves me.
But yesterday, he leaves me forever.

Today, once i woke up, I saw heavy rain outside.
At 7 a.m. I went down for breakfast.
My maid told me that Tica has been lying outside didn't want to move.
That means, Tica has been lying outside raining for 1 hour before my maid pull him in to the shelter.
So my maid cleaned him with a few dry cloths.
I went out to check on Tica, he seems ok but just didn't want to move.

I went to school, had my last day exam.
After the K.H exam, which is the last subject, I am so happy !!!
I even agreed to on web cam with Miriam when i reached home.
But this happy only last for less than 1 hour.
And I spend the whole day with sadness.....

Home I go.
And I still see Tica lying on the same place since morning.
My maid told me that Tica didn't even move to pee.
He just lye down to pee.
So when i see him, his fur and body is wet with his own pee.
I washed him, wiped him.
But then, I saw his tongue in white.
So i quickly get permission from my dad and called my aunt to bring me to the vet.

On the way there, Tica stopped breathing......
We reached the vet and identified Tica's dead......
I cried....
My aunt and dad discussed which way should we handle Tica.
My dad decided to choose the one to burn to ashes and we are not taking back.
Means we are not taking anything back.
I agreed.

I took a few pictures....
You can see it in facebook.. Don't wanna post here.
The veterinarian carried Tica to the weighing macchine to check him weight.
11.45 Kg.
I cutted some of his hair to keep....
And his collar.......
I cried the most at that moment....

At 4 o'clock, he is sent to the pet memorial destination.
He might be ashes now...
Flying all over...

He is free from leg broken, heart problem...
He can go anywhere he wants now.....
Rest in peace Tica.
For 14 years you accompanied me.....
For these few years you went to jog with me...
Now, I jog without you.....

I will always love and miss you.
I love you Tica...
And that's forever.....